woohoo!!!

finally a pic with marcus! [ de one at de fence ] best friends forever!

karen and i.. look alike somehow. LOL
mark and i.. hate each other. xD













My life is like a brilliant dream now, having everything i wan.. hahas.. studying hard really pays off. =P
hehe.. now i dunno whether nid to take 3rd lang anot.. will consult my seniors if there's any benefits first..
bleh i dunno how to upload more pics without messing de whole thing up =x
lols maybe more on my next entry!

WORRIES GONE!!

ZOMG!! YESSSSSSSSSS!!
I DID IT!!
heh i went to school on 23/11/06 with a heavy heart not knowing wad to do if anything went wrong......
more worrying thoughts flooded my alrdy flooded mind when wasnt called up stage for de
271 - mark and rachel
270 - ryan wong
269 - pamela, zenia, jessie, err.. amanda tang.
268 - someone and someone
267 - ehh.. forgot le.
266 - SHAFAYE!
264 - JOLYNN and muslihah
263 - chik him and i
262 - josias!!!!!!!! - bleh my classmate for six yrs!! congrats!! (x
260 - WINSTON HO - WINNIE!! xD
lols BLABLABLA until 250 lor. occupied 2 rows ehh! ><
i was like finally!! when ms low called my name to go upstage.
my hard was thumping hard and fast as i smiled at my dad and gosh. the GLORY! geez.. that moment. where we all stood on stage and chatted with chik him.. and i just buried my face in my hands and cried and josias was like WTH jiayan is crying AGAIN? lols bleh~ and ze BEST part was when winston stood beside josias [ with 2 ppl in between ] and josias was like, HI WINSTON! hahas and i was laughing real hard!! cos josias is SUDDENLY become so gd. but all de same, he rocks!! xD
LOL and with de spotlight shining brightly, and we stood there for sooo long, it was HOT. and one of de best moments was when jolynn hugged me and we shouted congrats when i came on stage! geez... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!
hehe, thank you BEN NG & MABEL ANG for all the encouragement!!
and there was a form attached behind de result slip and it read
" congratulations BLABLABLA, ur child is admitted to DUNMAN HIGH "
i was like YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!
and vk thot i gone crazy. on de spur of de moment wad.. lols anw im like really happy!!
Nth can make me happier!! =D
hahas and i took LOTS OF PICS.
if you chat with me on msn can see. (: will upload very soon
luckily i caught marcus when we were walkin outta school. (x
and the pic with mark was HIDEOUS. his mum was freaky. LOL

I LOVE MY 263+2 [ de additional 2 marks are for hmt ] = 265
YAY! IM WORLD'S HAPPIEST GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A DUNMANIAN FINALLY!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!

worries 23/11

IM VERY VERY WORRIED - 23/11 - sigh .. this is it people.

hey ppl.. like de video? x)
my memories of tps.. ><
all de very best to fellow temasekians tmr!
if anything goes wrong.. im done for. my life is over, social suicide. mental and verbal torture. regrets of a lifetime.
okay im really... really.. worried, geez.. sigh i shall hope for all de best.. sigh..
gdluck yuanyuan*ahem!* ; marcus ; jolynn ; nikki ; zx ; shafaye ; karen ; minli ; joshua chia ; vK ; shermay ; MC ; ryo ; jinson ; melvin ; steven ; winston ; arun ; donna ; eunice ; iylia ; annabelle ; sunshine ; leesheng ; mark ; chikhim ; gerald tan ; gerald sim ; darren ; nicole [ 6E ] ; yuquan ; muslihah ; siying ; charlyn ; sam thian ; sam wong ; sam tan ; amanda esther ; claudia kooi ; jazreel ; zhengyi ; erwin ; jingwen ; pamela ; clara ; dian ; klarissa ; andre [ 6h ] ; kangsheng ; sheen-in ; zenia ; felicia ; ryan lim ; ryan phua ; mingyi ; xiaoyuan ; yuping ; jinda [ red swasika ] ; samuel [ yuneng ] ; jeff [ st stephen ] ; junhao ; lenz ; daniel lim ; daniel ng ; philene ; Shiuwen!! ; shirlyn ; amelia tay ETC
many many apologies if i forget ur name! just.. ehh.. let me know okay? (x smiles..

memories

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TO JOLYNN

This is to Jolynn !! :D
the poem you wrote on ur blog was awfully sweet not lame lor ..
bleh ure lucky cos this rusty brain of mine is still functioning ..
hehe ..

Jolynn is
Ordinary???
Little will believe
Your
Nonsense..
Not me, cos i noe she rocks! :D
hahas okay this one is lame ><
hehe my brain is not really functioning properly ..
sigh .. the disappointment .. JK la .
bleh im a LAMER

The polar bear is back! wan sui!! (:

YAY!

hahas cool hor ?
:D this is the sleeve of jolynn's blouse
hahas you should seriously check out mine , its like a hyper colourful artpiece
actly whoever gets caught will get sent to de principal's office but we just dun care, do we?
=P
anw we din get caught so HECK. hehe..




im feeling better now, thanks to jolynn.
and im so jittery abt thurs. Im running low on confidence now, no jkin. bleh
i just felt like doing this although i've done it before. one other thing you shld noe, im a weirdo.. hehe..
BY THE WAY, ALL THE DESCRIPTIONS HERE ARE ONLY ABT TEMASEKIANS NOT ALL MY FRIENDS. (: ENJOY!

JOLYNN is one of de nicest ppl i've ever met, considerate, really smart, sensitive to ppl's feelings and in short, she's a wunnerful friend, temasekian, 6E-ian. rock on! my 3rd best friend. *ahem*kangsheng!*ahem*
THE WORDS WRITTEN ON THE SLEEVE ARE 101% TRUE!! JY LOVES JL!!
- but im not lesbian arh.. i love ******** - but for girls, jolynn will do. BLEH! XD

NIKKI is quiet in class but when you get to noe her, she talks alot, which in my opinion, is relatively gd. (: she has an obsession with dogs and is jolynn's love rival. bleh~ knows all de coolest stuff and songs.. and cant be bothered at times.........

MARCUS LEE is really well-liked, the most handsome guy in the lvl and has a good choice of girls [ siying ]. hahas, my 2nd best friend is a great basketball player and well, the typical kindof guy, just better c(:

ZHENXIANG is my laogong! hahas bleh~ He's a relatively fun person [ a joker ].. heh, his presence is enjoyable and comforting. zx i love you! :D you rock my muddy socks!

KANGSHENG is liked by jolynn and nikki *AHEM* and many others. Ideal for creating a brilliant first impression. Always wants to compete with me in maths or science but nvr eng xD found a good friend in him [ and de best thing abt him is when you whack him, he wun hit you back. ]

SHERMAY's english is the BEST! she reads alot and is really consistent in her work altho she doesnt hit de books very often.. hahas, has an obsession with JONATHAN ONG THE 21-YR OLD RAT. xD a really nice friend. at times. hehe..

VARSHA's standard of english is arnd that of shermay's. she's awfully popular among ppl of different ages. fun person to be with and i love her taste in everything! :D

SHAFAYE. say she isn't smart and ppl ask you to go to hell. hahas.. always 1st or 2nd in standard, got in Dunman high thru dsa too [ she doesn't need it anw ] has an awfully nice personality and im glad she's a gd friend of mine!

KAREN is the goody goody kindof girl but she's really sweet and totally deserves the title of asst head prefect. =D great taste in clothes and really fun to be with. (: donna and i always abuse her title of AHP to bully her, meannnnnnn..

EUNICE is a REALLY bubbly girl, always smiling and joking arnd, we've liked the same guy for.... 4times. waaa! xD but she's an awesome friend, will nvr backstab and is hyper pretty although she always denies that thats de case =x

DONNA is a little lazy =P but she's SUPER SUPER SUPER fun! hehe, a prefect leader goes out of school to buy stuff when we're staying back. bleh EXPOSED. hahas donna will kill me.

LEE SHENG's maths is gd.. and he's a really fun guy to be with la.. being our ex captain of the school team, his badminton skills are superb!! second to none! hehe, and vK and i just like to call him lee. cool guy (:

ANDRE [ 6H ] is nice and HYPER evil. most of the time its the latter. bleh.. hahas.. his mum drives a silver tuscani which is quite cool! (: a great athlete and if he's ure friend, he'll get ur back.

YUQUAN is an awfully sweet guy! hahas, once i heard of this really sick thing - Sally and Molly - frm the 6E ppl, and at first jolynn din wanna tell me wad was it, so i called yuquan sally and he called me molly frm then on. =D his MT is damn gd! got 197/200 once!! * Applaud *

DANIEL LIM is quite a nice guy on de inside, i proudly declare that i liked him in p3 and p4 and he was my " first love " WAA bleh.. until he became a JERK once he got into 5A [ 2005 ]. but now we're gd friends and I love it that way.

ZHENG YI is cool and veh handsome. no idea why he always says he's ugly and does not believe my hp number is so nice. 981981** hahas.. everytime chat on ze phone with me and is a nice guy la..

MARK is quite smart and. ah nvm. hahas.. i HATE his mum, she's so fierce and un-appealing. heard he won a scholarship to australia. Congrats.. hahas will nrv fail to call him after every exam [ dun get me wrong, its to exchange results ]

RYO is really reserved and its as if he nvr talks but just study, watch ' one piece ', watch tv, and smile sheepishly. =P hahas i think its sortof cute. if any of de 6H guys see this my life is so over. dunno why he made a sudden and shocking breakthrough in ct3 where his total only lost me 16marks. and he got a 96 for maths while i got a 92. RYO CHUAH RONG JUN, who has nvr won me in anything at all, thrashed me at maths aka my best subject apart frm eng. hahas oh and he will tickle me whenever i call him by his chinese name. and always looks great in real life and in photos.

MELVIN is actly quite a friendly and nice person, only i din noe. cos i always bullied him. hehe.. YOU ROCK!

JINSON is actly quite nice too! even asked me whether i wanted to hang out with de 6H gang at Vivo today.. hahas.. i've realised so many things one step too late. heh he sent me a really nice pic of ryo thru bluetooth.

SAMANTHA THIAN is nice! she looked COOL on grad night and we both love black tops+cargo pants xD

Its a sin to forget! I LOVE MINLI! aka taekwondo girl, in p4, whenever we offended her, we'd take off first cos we knew she'd whack us. =P an awfully fun person to be with, really enjoy having her arnd!

RYAN LIM is ze most huggable guy! hahas.. and my hi-5 partner [ private joke ] hahas he's real cool and well liked by all. ryan wan sui!

RYAN PHUA is a complete moron. hahas!! =P seriously!!

SHEEN IN is a no.1 jap freak!! xD crazy over deathnote and my sensei wor! hahas bleh she teaches me jap la.. and her maths is damn power, heard she started sec1 maths a month ago.. pro lor.. GO SHEEN!

JOSIAS is a really shy guy. but, like nikki, when you get to noe him, he talks HELL ALOT. bleh~ and he's been my class mate since p1 till now!! the only one! ^_^ hahas, and i still cant believe he's chloe pawa's bro!! hahas he used to be part of this gay club as we call it. they call themselves DC10 as in detective ten, LAME. xD

JOSHUA CHIA used to be part of de DC10 oso, he was gay-ish, but he's crazy over jerlyn so that proves otherwise. my class mate since p3 till now.. i used to hate him ALOT cos... NVM. but he looked rather dashing during grad night and overall he's rather okay la.. and in de recent exams, he's been doing real well in maths, and sucks in hmt. :D

When GERALD TAN is obsessed with sth, its scary. Hmm.. and his english is on par with mine so i HATE HATE HATE him. hahas bleh he'd cry if he saw this. xD

MS O is ze best teacher one could ever have. all hail ms o!!!!!

MRS YEO might not seem the ideal maths teacher on first impression, but she's actually really nice!

PAMELA is my best competitor ever. we're tied for the first and second positions always and i've only won her in overall arnd 4times =_= she always mantains her composure and does not give a damn abt many things. She's really focused. (: pammy rocks!

hahas i think im done.. hahas i really love blogging..
POLAR BEAR IS COMING BACK FRM HIS LAST CAMP TODAY (:

FAINT

Now im addicted to the song FAINT by linkin park !!
Reminds me of the break dance on grad night
ppl listen to "There you'll be" - Faith hill, cos it not so makes-you-lose-ur-voice-and-gives-you-a-headache-type but i simply love it! i dunno why actually.. i usually hate these kindof songs.. its probably cos im oso picturing the guys break dancing when the song is played, like at the starting marcus and shiping leap over and do that awesome thing.. and andre and ryan [ lim ] shout into the mikes while masood does BRILLIANT background. hahas.. [ luckily andre sent it to me ] xD

DONT TURN UR BACK ON ME
I WONT BE IGNORED

its so cool!!!
I`m missing TPS and fellow temasekians....
marcus.. i still dun believe wad you said lehh.. =x

I MISS THE EVIL POLAR BEAR ><

haix..

read my previous post? sad ehh? sigh..
today is 17/11/06
we poured out our tears and sorrows ystd..
now its time to move on..
i confessed to daniel lim that i had a major crush on him in p3 and p4 and he said that he was interested in me in p3. =_=
i really miss tps. sigh.. really depressed.
now im gonna list down all the ppl i will miss, not leaving anyone out. The ppl who cried are the ppl with the ): beside their names. ><>
In the bus on the way back to school after grad night, many things were running thru my mind. as i listened to nikki`s comforting voice, shermay and mc bickering, varsha and her jokes, ben and wenhan making funny sounds and laughing, julian and his constant crap, the stifled sobs of myself, jamie, jeanette.. qijun and zungyue being sick, arun chatting with vikesh, i realised that this was the last time i would be hearing all this.. and i was really down in the dumps last night.
Thanks for all the smses guys! (: i had one coming in after the other and tears just kept pouring out........

THE BEST
Nikki
Zhenxiang ):
Marcus

6C-ians
Varsha ):
Siying ):
Jing wen ):
Jamie ):
Jeanette ):
Shermay
Zenia
Meng Chun ):
Steven
Youduen
Joshua Chia
Arun
Kenton [ did not attend ]
Winston
Ben seow

6E-ians
Jolynn ):
Yuquan ):
Shijia ):
Chanel ):
Nicole ):

6H-ians
Ryo
Jinson
Andre yeo
Melvin
Xuan yi
Erwin ):
Charlyn ):
Sam Wong ):

6A-ians
Shafaye ):
Donna ):
Karen ):
Eunice ):
Iylia
Daniel lim
Gerald tan

6B-ians
Kangsheng
Ryan Phua
Lenz
Sheen in
Felicia ):

6D-ians
Minli ):
Habibah ):
Darren
Lindsay
Gerald sim
Sunshine
Nicole ):
Pearl ):
Adli

6G-ians
Ryan lim ):
Lionel ):
Jiamin
ruixian ):

6F-ians
Jazreel ):
Sam Thian ):
Audrey ):
Ruiyun ):
Claudia
Amanda ):
Rayner ):
Yongjie ):
Nat soh ):
Cassandra ):
Shiping
Peirong

TPS AND ALL TEMASEKIANS WAN SUI!!
hahas daniel lim and i are coming back during the new year to bully the little ones.. xD who wants to join us? hahas..

i miss you guys..

It was more of a sad event rather than a celebration ystd..
the performance was awesome..
all the guys were so cool..
most wearing tuxedos..
break dancing rocked
during the dance performance, jinson sent me a pic of ryo..
and i took a pic with kangsheng..
i have a pic of yuquan and zhenxiang..
though i was the only one frm top band at my table and youduen and steven were constantly msging me - youduen was sortof consoling me - steven was laughing. booo ><
and i was gng arnd asking ppl to sign my school blouse which i had brought along, melvin saw and asked if i wanted ryo to sign
then when we saw ryo i pretended to mingle with de crowd but was actually watching melvin.. ryo really signed sia! and cos it was very small, melvin was like, waliao, sign bigger la, my shirt ok! then ryo go write until damn big and boonheng added behind "love jiayan" CRAZY
i love zhenxiang only!! =D
and after everything
it was time to bid farewell..
looking arnd the ballroom, everyone was crying and hugging each other..
i went to find nikki and we were wondering why everyone was crying..
then i went off to console ppl..
when ryan LIM saw me he was like " I'll miss you loads man " then he just hugged me. then went exchanged a few words and i started crying..
cass [ 6F ] was crying like siao!! and so was minli!
she walked past my table and gave me a gigantic hug..
and i was really really sad la..
sigh..
and when i reached school and saw marcus i just flung at him.. =x
and he was like waliao jy pls dun cry lehh..
i hugged sam wong, sam thian who were also crying badly.. it was exactly like a FUNERAL.. ><
and sally aka yuquan was also crying lor! sigh... sad lehh.. jolynn too.. we were all crying as if our parents just passed away [ touch wood ]
but nikki din cry at all! i was shocked.. but she was great, telling me not to cry and comforting me..
ryan LIM is just so huggable.. hugged him 4times sia.. and lionel was crying one of de worst and he looked real scary..
at the PWA i saw ryan LIM again and hugged again. ><
shafaye was crying too.. and when i hugged her, i was crying more badly and daniel lim and gerald tan were staring.. then when i was abt to go off, i heard someone calling me, ZHENXIANG!! and i was so sad cos i thought i would nvr get to see him again.. as 6H was one of the first classes to leave the expo..
hug time`` - when i let go he was crying even harder and still joked that i din hug him long enough..
i LOVE TPS
I'M ALRDY MISSING IT..
I REALLY WISH I COULD TURN THE CLOCK BACK.
BYE ZHENXIANG - nikki - marcus - jolynn - ryan LIM,phua,wong - yuquan - sam thian, wong - donna - karen - daniel lim - gerald tan,sim - darren - jinson - ryo - melvin.. ALL P6 TEMASEKIANS [ 2OO6 ]
NEVER WILL FORGET TEMASEK PRI SCH
WILL MISS ALL TEMASEKIANS !! ><

i love TPS!!!!!

i love temasek pri sch!!!
6C [ 2006 ] ROCKS!!!!!!!!!
okay im like gng crazy today!! after all.. it is de last day of school!
sad lehh.. dowan to leave tps and all my schoolmates..
:D but it was DAMN COOL today!!!!!!!!
everyone were using marker pens to leave their autographs on each other's shirt,
i called my dad and surprisingly, he agreed!
then i just shouted who wans to sign on jiayan's shirt and everyone came running with permanent markers or highlighters of all colours
shermay and i were de only ones in 6C to do that lor!
and later i found out nikki did that too! hahas
LOL
later at grad night im gonna bring along that shirt for more ppl to sign!
like.... marcus!zhenxiang!siying!vK!shermay!MC!steven!jeanette!ms o!mrs yeo!
WOOHOO!!
i LOVE TPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gtg prepare for later!
will tell you guys all abt it when i get back! maybe tmr.. hahas wdv!
`` JY IS HAPPY / SAD -
oh oh yah!!
shawn - 6K ][ Minli ][ eunice ][ yixiu ][ yuquan all wrote that they loved me on my shirt! xDD i love u guys!!! bleh im gng CRAZY! :D
ZHEN XIANG MY IDOL AND BF [ BWAHAHA ] ALWAYS!
NIKKI AND MARCUS MY BEST FRIENDS!!!!
bleh check this out!

- МаЯcUs __* ..o7.õ4.o6 . ['[ i LOVE u..12-o5-o6 ]'] ~o1.õ6.o6 ~ {'{ zui ke ai de lao po ==> [*/ Goh Siying =) \*] }'} says:
marcus love jY hahas !

[ ｩﾈｵ｢ jiayanz - ] 6C-ian at heart. says:
jy loves marcus!!

- МаЯcUs __* ..o7.õ4.o6 . ['[ i LOVE u..12-o5-o6 ]'] ~o1.õ6.o6 ~ {'{ zui ke ai de lao po ==> [*/ Goh Siying =) \*] }'} says:
i gonnnaaaaaaaaa miss u lor

- МаЯcUs __* ..o7.õ4.o6 . ['[ i LOVE u..12-o5-o6 ]'] ~o1.õ6.o6 ~ {'{ zui ke ai de lao po ==> [*/ Goh Siying =) \*] }'} says:
like in sec

[ ｩﾈｵ｢ jiayanz - ] 6C-ian at heart. says:
ya lor ! i'll miss marcus man!

AHEM! PPL PLS DONT MISUNDERSTAND. MARCUS AND I ARE BEST FRIENDS AND HE ONLY LOVES SIYING!! xD

ZHENXIANG AND JY --
to say about my mood now is SAD..just tell mee what to do..PLS[/c] says:
u my gf
[ ｩﾈｵ｢ jiayanz - ] 6C-ian at heart. says:
hahas zhenxiang is my bf!! LOLOL

hahas msn conversations [ this is for FUN ]

hahas too bad i dun hav de one where min li said she loves me.. aww..

heyheyhey!

hey..
today is #13.11.o6-
tmr is grad night, ze last day of school.
sigh............
will miss 6C & tps......... ><
hahas since i din blog ystd, i have alot to say now so bear with me.. :D
i was as sick as a.... sick person ystd.
bad nose
bad throat
bad head
bleh.
and i slept arnd 14h? :D

today was really nice though..
there was a rehersal for de concert tmr
and the break dance was SO COOL!!!
they sang linkin park's - faint
masud shouted damn well
and whenever it came to the I WON'T BE IGNORED part
andre and ryan shouted into de mikes..
markuku! you rockkkk at de break dance part!! :D
in de whole concert, de first two items were HARDROCK
then our acapella was like so gentle and tender sortof thing..
" there you'll be " by faith hill
and i had a bad throat so throughout all de rehersals today, i was mouthing the words de whole time ><
summore mdm hayati decided that i shld stand in front cos i was gd. Zomg im going to die....................


den during de 1h break
loud music were blaring out of de speakers in de canteen
and the greatest attraction was when jinson mixed green tea ; bandung ; panda biscuit ; lime juice ; some of marcus spit !! ughh..
and then they poured some of it into a bottle,
marcus, andre, lionel, varsha, ryan lew all drank sia..
and i was so disgusted i puked. :D
in de end all de fun was ruined by the killjoy, mrs doris tan. =_=
after that, marcus and andre were vehemently washing their mouths at the tap..
eeeeeeeeeeeeyer!
hahas..
ohoh and i dun wanna talk abt wad happened next...

the constructive thing i did today : talk to ryo.
lmao! but seriously, we were gd friends until rumours came abt..
a pity. hahas..
the expected scenario of tmr would be......
primary school crushes - CONFESSIONS -
oh we're all gonna hug and cry.. ><
I REALLY DOWAN TO END UP IN THE SAME TABLE AS GERALD TAN AND PUPILS OF 6M.......................... T_T

hope my voice recovers tmr.. sigh..
now its so sweetysweety kind i actually feel deprived and disgusted!
karen said its much nicer than my usual voice
youduen say i usually dun whisper --_--
I will miss
nikki - marcus - shermay - vK - donna - karen - eunice - shafaye - ryo - kangsheng - lenz - jingwen - darren - jolynn - yuquan - 6C - TPS..
while everyone was eating and playing during break,
i looked arnd and took in everything i saw.. because, things will never be the same again..
once a 6C-ian ; always a 6C-ian
once a temasekian ; always a temasekian..
-strongfront-
FAINT BY LINKIN PARK ROCKS!!
this is one of de very few eng songs i like xD

waaa-FAIL!!

rawrr.. temasek idol was a FAILURE! :D
when we stood on stage, there was thunderous applause cos we knew many ppl. :D
they called us hei she hui [ underworld ] hahahas!!
mc got de loudest mike, i got de worst one. =_=
and winnie and i were practically shouting!
shermay was quite okay..
well in de end zhenxiang's team won
and when we were all exiting by the back stage, for some reason i was holding zhenxiang's hand then he shouted that i like him and everyone was lyk oooooooooo...
hahas.. lame..
hahas he owes MC and i an autograph each!! :D
and just becos i was wearing army cargo pants, erwin and andre [ 6h ] kept calling me commander..................
hahas..
the most funniest was when 2 6M girls came up to me to ask me where i got my cargo pants frm cos they were so nice. Zomg where got ppl liddat one..

okay. this post is short. ><
writing eunice's autograph book now..
i love folding paper cranes. =x
rawrrrrr sian..
polar bear went for camp again...................
xD now talking on de phone with andre and playing reversi with him. =_=
mind you ppl.. andre frm 6h not 6b..

hoarse!!! rawrrr

hey again!

Zomg.. i wonder how am i gonna sing tmr.
with a awfully BAD throat now..
and my voice is reduced to the sickening-sweety-sweety kind..
i might as well just lie on the floor and play dead..

Zzz..
qing tian? far frm it.. (:
THE GIRL WHO'S UNHEALTHILY DEPRIVED OF MANY THINGS..
hahas jk..

hahahas!

Hey!
hahas .. the date and time on my blog is haywire.. sorry guys..
today is actually the 12TH NOV.
and i din blog ystd.. felt emptiness.. :D
rawrr..
okay ystd i went to TM in de morning and night.
my mum bought a Titus watch for me and its face was black.
and
in the night she bought a identical model but de face was white! hahas..
anw i llovvvvvveeeeeee it! :D

i spent the whole afternoon at winston's house with MC and shermayy..
shermay who was SO mean, took out my hairband and my hair just "flowed" down..
then MC was doing something with my hair and shermay started making up stories.. bleh..
hahas and MC and i kept fighting for the darts :D and when i hid them all in my pocket, MC thot shermay took them and he started doing the sasuke thing on her, [ it hurts like siao.. ]

And say goodbye to me tmr cos im gonna die at de finals of Temasek Idol.. ><
not to mention that im having a bad throat today.
actly i hope we'll lose, so we dun have to sing on grad night..
SM would kill me.. hahas..

Oh and i just received shirlyn's pic thru letter today and Shafaye was in it too!
hahas.. cos it was taken at the leadership camp last year.. :D

Grad night is 4days away!!
Curse it. The gd thing is i get to whack kangsheng after the acapella, bad thing is i hav to say gdbye and may end up in the same table with malays and indians!!!!!!!!!! CRAP.
hope i wun get too emotional or anything.. ><
geez..
i'll miss 6C;6A;6E;6B.. and the 6H grp..
hope to sit with nikki, marcus, jolynn, shafaye, donna, karen, yuquan ETC on grad night.
NOT ryo.. or we'll have to do the hold hands thing and i'd rather DIE.. :D
hahas..
anw i gtg to temple to praypray now..
so bye!

jY loves her Titus [ watch ] - hahas..

I LOVE TODAY

today was awfully nice!! hahas..
hmm warning i have alot to say today arh..
:D lets start with school!
today was the auditions for Temasek Idol.. ><
and shermay and i were supposed to be singing.
until I got really jittery and backed out at the last minute
oh but you shld have been there when shermay EXPOLDED!!
take it frm me, it was downright frightening..
then she said i was a coward and i was so bad etc..
gosh..
unable to take de ranting anymore, i agreed.
and luckily it was recess so the hall was sortof cleared..
we sang Jay Chou's bai se de feng che, shermay was backstabbing here... ><
she only knew how to sing the chorus and i was left singing the whole song by myself!!
joshua was taking down the whole thing below de stage and was commenting that i was soooo stiff. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
and halfway throughout de song marcus, erwin, ryan lew and the 6H gang came into the hall, pulled a bench in the middle of it, stood on it, kept clapping and shouting that i was a pro. That gave me un-necessary pressure.. so i was kindof nervy.. :D
after i sang everyone was lyk clapping and all i was really.... appalled..
i think at that point of time, my face was redder than a tomato!!!! :D
waaaa..
and we got into finals :D
and now we team up with meng chun [ mc ] and winston [ winnie!! ]
now we're singing.. Jay Chou's - qing tian :D
gng over to winston's hse tmr to practise..
shermay and mc will be doing the first rapping part
winston and i are taking the chorus and end. :D
PHEW luckily..
mc and shermay - jeans and black top
winston and i - jeans and white top
shermay figured since mc and her were rapping, they shld be cool and wear black.
wad kindof logic is that?! hahas..

after school i went to TM with nikki and shermay!
we watched - Material Girls -
show was borrrrring. zzz..
took COOL neoprints!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D cant wait for tmr.. now im BEAT..
alrdy forgot how many days i've nvr made contact with de evil polar bear.. mmmm..
yea i still miss IT.. hahas..
`` mabel rocks!

quiz5?? hahahas!!

hahas i dunno how many quizzes have i done before this.. =_=
but.. i just love to do them.. hmm.. this is more of a questionaire

Name a friend whose name starts with "S":
ehh.. symone?
4th person on your missed calls:
daddy.. xD
what was the last text message you received and who was it frm:
" Hahah rly. Take bus or mrt lor. Hmm. Nvm one la. Walk slowly lo lol. Zzz. Good. You can do it! Must msg me when you get your results hor - by mabel
Do you chew on straws:
hehe at times..
Do you have curly hair:
noooo...
What is the next concert you are going to:
ehh i dunno..
What was the last thing you ate:
ehh fish porridge?
What was the last thing you said to someone and who did you say it to:
My maid, bring me a cup of milo.
Do you watch tv:
urm yea..
Ever been hunting:
nah, or i'll have bad karma.. hehe..
When was the last time you said i love you and meant it:
last night before i went to sleep.
What should you be doing right now:
looking for the certificates fro de testml.
Do you have a nickname and what is it:
yea.. yannie. =_=
Who is the youngest in the family:
my bro..
Last person you texted a message to:
Mabel
People whom you trust:
my family, ben ng.
People whom you confide in:
nikki or my toy dog,the latter is not a person (:
Last person who talked on the phone with you:
Nikki
Last thing you did:
type out de answer for the previous question.
What is your phone model, if you have one:
ehh samsung d500c..
What is today's date:
#o9.11.o6-
What is on your mind right now:
Has mabel reached home safely.

rawrrrrrrrrrrr

day4 without the evil polar bear.. waaaaa..
oh and today we had to practise singing " there you'll be " again.. gosh it was really cool!!
we practised in de pavilion and everyone was lyk wth there's a choir here??
hahas..
kangsheng was mumbling throughout de whole song and vK and i were trying to stifle our laughter..

and farhan sang completely out of tune once. xD
sigh.. i will definitely miss TPS..
OH YEA!!
when we were dancing to de weird weird song, we had to link arms and sway here and there.. totally retarded.. but luckily nikki and pamela were on my both sides
worst thing was, marcus was backfacing me and we kept hitting each other cos the 6H guys kept fooling arnd.. and he kept sticking his leg out [ the futile attempts the made to trip me were pathetic!! xD ]
and they kept asking ryo to stand beside marcus and sit beside me =_=
i wish wish wish wish i wun hav to sit with him on grad night.. cos we'll have to hold hands!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rawrrrrrrrr .. ><

- 117days..
hope my mum allows me to go out with nikki tmr!!

^_^ happy? happy? har har.......

ohoh and how could i have forgotten!! hahas senile le..
now there are like sooooo many things to write in the testmnl template since the teachers have decided to " broaden the horizon " roflmao..
currently aruging with mabel [ who is soooo cool ] over some lame issues..
like she says i like ben and that i broke her heart cos i din tell her de truth =P
and she says she is stupid
and her blog isnt nice
which is total bull. =D

- to write is an everyday necessity.. i mean to blog actually..

ooo polar bear!!!!

that horrible feeling of missing someone and thinking of him till ur mind is flooded, is really agonising.
my evil polar bear has left for camp for 2days and i feeling like dying alrdy..
i wonder how ppl get past their days without the ones they love..
no more wondering, im going through it now.

that feeling hurts.
it really does

insolated. dysphoric. insignificant. redundant. unportant. cold. without HIM.
why am i living?

i curse and pray and hope and wish. that i know how he truly felt for me.
we only met once but never stopped talking ever since.
is that fondness or love?
i wish i knew.
i never imagined life without him, i don't want to.
he is like my crucial life support.
" The world needs you, so do i. " quoted frm him. i wished upon falling and shooting stars that he would say that once more.

i really am lost wthout him -
- jiayanz -
163o -
8th November -
LOST -

copyriiiighted -

day2 without my polar bear
life without it is really tough.. ><

sorry if i seem distant nowadays..
but i guess i've brought this upon myself.
liking you at first sight was a mistake too huge for me to say sorry and it let it go..

i'm really turned off my short posts but..
i really am in no mood to say anything more.

gambette for "o" lvls!!
- terence
-ryan chan
- alvin
- melissa

`` farewell.

abt today

day1 - since my polar bear left me to hibernate

hmm today started off with de dancing sessions.
i LOVE boogie fever!!
esp the turn and de step and point part xD

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and after recess
we proceeded to 6B for some apacella singing or wdv
and we sang de theme song frm Pearl Habour
it was sth lyk a new choir ba..
but we're performing at grad night!! =x
the ppl i rmb [ oso singing ]
Dian - 6a
me - 6c
shermay - 6c
kangsheng - 6b
you duen - 6c
ryan phua - 6b
farhan - 6e
yuquan aka sally xD - 6e
vanishaa - 6e
hiu shueng - 6a
shijia - 6e
jolene neo - 6e
there are others but i really cant rmb.......

the best part was when we all had difficulty doing the very high note - for alllllllllllllllllllllllways -
hahas and farhan started acting lyk a girl.. =_=
then he was lyk so pissed when ks and i laughed at him, he took my bottle frm under ks's table and kept asking whose was it. diao.
besides that obnoxious behaviour of his, he attempted to hit me but ks stood in front of me and he is arnd 5cm taller then me.. [ im 156cm ] rawrr.. =P


hahas kang sheng very the weird one..
whenever i hit him he'll go owwwww and has that pained but silly expression plastered on his face.. lols.. after the song on grad night, im gonna whack him on de back.. xD

funfunfun -
sadsadsad -
sighsighsigh -

sigh.. have to survive so long without the evil polar bear..
- dun hibernate soooo long leh..

zzz ..

waaa -

I sprained all my shoulder when i was sleeping ><

when i move it now it really hurts.. and in de morning i made this funny yelping sound when i first woke up and my sis was laughing lyk a hyeena.. sheesh.. so evil..

and.. HE is going tmr.

and will be back on de 20th.

wonder how am i gonna get past these 14days........

rightherewaitingforyou - i guess -

HurT ][ melancholy ][ depression ][ nostalgia ][ longing...

and.......... now, i realise, the other guy was simply a replacement of someone i cant and do not wish to forget..

- almost forgot ><

tytyty ryan chan ][ sec4 frm temasek sec ][ for helping me fix my links prob

* coughshermay'sEXcough *

(:

right here waiting for you

to HIM - ******** -


oceans apart
day after day
and i slowly go insane
i hear ur voice on the line
but it doesnt stop the pain
if i see you next to never
how can we see forever

where ever you go
wdv you do
i will be right here waiting for you
wdv it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

i took for granted all the times
that i thought would last somehow
i hear the laughter
i taste de tears
but i cant get near you now
oh cant you see it ~
you've got me going crazy..

i wonder how
we can survive this romance
but in the end if im with you
i'll take the chance.

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it is only when im abt to lose you
i feel the pain.
the unbearable and excruciating pain.

happy happy excursion

1st pic : hahas !! mc looks retarded !! xDD thats why i lyk this picture.. im really mean !!

but serves him right.

always calls me ryo. sabo me to go for the temasek idol.. and always act cool in front of marcus !! i noe why (: everyone knows ..

btw SHERMAY keeps highlighting to us that he's handsome... =_= hahas is she gonna go for him instead of JON THE RAT now .. we'll see .. xD

2nd pic : our very own mrs stamford raffles !! has a grudge against meng who offered to tag for me first. hahas!! no offence arh veekay !!

and i dunno why but whenever i heard this song, right here waiting for you, i'll cry ><

i mean its just a song but when you see de mtv of it on youtube, its really touching.. hahas.. and partially cos i ..... ahh nvm.. hahas.. (:

- HE is gonna leave me next week.. as in HE's gonna be very busy with this.. camp.. sigh.. i think i'll die..

iHEARTyou -

haha?

hahas im oficially in de I.LOVE.TIMOTHY club. [ only me, sam, shermay know abt this ]

xD his pic is now my hp's wallpaper..

and flea market today was very very fun!!
hahas i sold arnd 15ties and the whole tin of pencils!! =D
hahas i target the younger ones
except sweety sweety sheri was so kind to buy 5 frm me
i just go buy one pencil 10cents, exam OAS confirm get full marks, please help de needy
* pulls a very pitiful face *
and jinson kept pushing me away and stealing my business. =_=
and the 6H guys were like selling one top for 50cents!!

kenton, meng, steven are such MORONS
to get ryan lim [ 6G ] to buy a purple elephant for $1, they were pulling him here and there and refused to let him go until he bought it. hahas!!!
and kenton was such a pig. he told ryan lim if he bought de elephant, i would sleep with him
that is so assholic!! and ryan was lyk huh? huh? huh?
and in de end they managed to make erwin buy for marcus.
LAME -

hahas ty
Huong yan
Naomi
the p5 jiayan
stupid p2 and p4 students
sheri
ehh.. erwin, bing chow, boon heng, jinson [ each bought one tie!! ]

hahas lame la. i now using shermayy's com with sam tan behind me. xD

pretty pretty sam -
`` jY was here

shermay's right

i suddenly saw this and i thought it was really meaningful =x
Cry if you were hurt
Smile if you mean it
Shout if you're angry
Love if you even know what it is

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oh and ystd, 01/11/06 , i saw this box of electrical stuff, and on it was imprinted de word "BOSE". Hahas!! My god-bro's name. (:

sad without you. -

HAHA HAPPY ME

hehe im in school's com lab now..
today was kindof gd and bad too..
cos at de s'pore discovery centre, nikki fell and hurt herself.
and when we were walking out of the auditorium, she told me she felt dizzy and couldnt hear or see clearly and that she wanted to notify ms o.
i supported her in walking and she suddenly ran and plunged forward.
she fell, i fell.
- she was semi-conscious.
and ms o and the others were in front and 6H and 6D were making their way out and all stopped to stare lyk it was some kindof show.
i shouted and shouted for ms o and jeanette told jingwen and jing wen told varsha and varsha told ms o. and when she just fell i was lyk shouting nikki nikki really loudly. =P
then we went to de first aid room and nikki was crying and crying when the woman put aitiseptic on her wound. ><
and we saw a squashed lizard on de door.. [ eeewww ]
hahas but it made nikki laugh xD
and the blardy wheelchair almost fell on me when i was tying my shoelace on it =x and i was lyk ahhhh and nikki was rolling over and laughing =_=
evil..
hahas then i saw philene and sarah there too!

lols now doing some kind of mt powerpoint ..
oo and when ms o told us the open houses for sec schs coming up, when shermay and i saw victoria sec, we said in unison : timothy!! - [ ben seow's sec2 bro ]
hehe
me ; nikki ; varsha ; jamie and all who has seen timothy, thinks he's so HOT.. =x
hahas!!
and stupid ben kept wanting to take my pic in de bus today to give winston cos there are these dumb rumours abt winnie liking me.. - no way.
hahas but i heck lor.. xD anw he's gonna send me timothy's pic tmr!! =D and then im sending nikki.
hahas..
sian.
calling the girl who kena fooled by nikki and i now. - brb -

HAHA
and she calls me ben and nikki, brandon.
and later we're going on msn and pretend to fight over her again.
hahas she is so stupid.
nikki and i lie that we are guys and our voices obviously sound lyk girls'
bwahahaha!! ><
mean hor.. X_X

`` waa.. today.. still.. okay.
lost without HIM - ><

HAPPY 15TH BDAY PENG HUI!!

hahaha

HAPPY BDAY MUMMY!! (:

hahas .. today we went to de retarded and downright boring s'pore science centre for an excursion. nikki, me, michael, etc. were all listening to songs in our phone. and there was this photo booth where you can take pics and it'll appear on de outside of de booth. that was wad nikki and i did the whole time outside!! xD kenton and steven pretended to faint and blablabla.. hahas..

IT JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER
and for the temasek idol, i have officially dumped joanne and lucille [ YAY! ] for shermayy who is so much better. we're singing a jay chou's song this time [ woohoo.. =D ]

after school, my mum picked me up and we met my dad at de hyatt hotel for a buffet lunch.
my mum stuffed me with food till i felt lyk vomiting ><
hahas so evil..
then we went to Vivo city!
where my mum was to walkwalkwalk with me till she found a present, and my dad would pay. xDD
i wish my future husband could be liddat.. hahas.. =P
and we walked for arnd an hour and my legs almost broke!!! hehe..
and my dad gets to escape cos he's the contractor in charge for one of the shops there..
i think its... aha! Spain to dream. xD
hahas.. anw.. he got "retribution" later [[ jkjkin ]]
my mum signed up for this $2000+ exercise package there!! =D oh my mum.. hahas!!
and my dad just paid!!!!!!! she is almost the same weight as me le and looks so young still exercise so much.. tsktsk.. (:
and we totally forgot abt visiting de Candy empire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aww... hahas some other time then.. =D

hehehe ... and there's this Club Penguin fraud set up by nikki and i and the only other person who knows is benjy. xDD
funny funny funny funny mean mean mean mean cool cool cool cool

ah.. im actually feeling happy today!! hehe.. yay..

`` bbye
`` the VERY GOOD sunbear [ a private joke ] hahas..