Thnks for the mmrs,
You youthful bunch:

So much for maturity.
Nevermind, we all have times (where we
don't care anymore, without a care for
nothing but fun). Those were the times ;)

'Cause we crazy:




People look at reality through windows and try to make their windows transparent, so they can see reality for what it is. However making windows completely transparent, or even making them more transparent, is un-advisable.

And.

Speaking of which.
During lunch at the Intercontinental today, I, being my usual smart intellect self, went up to a row of window(s) overlooking the whole of Olive Tree, and stuck my head out.
'Thing is, that had not been empty space but glass panels which seemed transparent. It hurt all right, but then I had to salvage what little was left of my huge ego so I started laughing.
Not funny, but it (sort of) eased the pain, hahas bleh.
Bleh.

Something interesting 'bout a show which I reckon the lot of you watch/
The Japanese got pissed off at the Taiwanese for hitting up their manga and ruining it, so they decided to make their own version, and roll out all the good actors and actresses in Japan for it. No, it doesn't have Kaneshiro Takeshi in it, just so you know. But still. It's going to be so, so glorious :)

That's what I gather, I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense, but anyway, have a fun weekend, with all your vigour ;)

Here are the replies to tags, I feel there's more space in my entry compared to the tagboard :D


Minli: I didn't do that intentionally I really couldn't recall or register her look in my mind you know how bad I am when it comes to remembering stuff, right? D: Anyway with help from my mom I recollect bits and pieces alrdy ;)

Bt guy: I'm not Jinda's girlfriend ._. (But yeah I'm from dh). Rofl :)

MARKERS GO, yo: And I thought
1) You didn't see me.
2) You weren't marcus.
Hahas aw anyway great to cya again, any of you, in fact. It was nice of you to tag :) Are you saying that to please me or is it true?
That's really good, with more of you in the same school as me I figure it'd be great fun!(: Dsa's just for assurance (and a whole lot of confidence, heh), even with a confirmed offer you still gotta work hard ;)
I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't nervy when I did psle, well but it comes and goes just as quickly, so try hard, hard enough to come find me :D I don't think so, don't think much of it, bleh.
Just enjoy all the time you have with your fellow classmates, but as you mentioned, most of your closest friends are trying for dh so maybe it won't be as heartbreaking :) Yeah I attended the talk at TPS today, i find it's silly but it won't be affecting your batch so no worries :) You all will do well, subject-based banding's no matter.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU TOO MARKERS BOY, call me. I'd die if I were to type out all I wanted to say. Try to come for the dh open house, it was what motivated me so maybe it'll work better on you ;)

Charmaine: Hahas you too yeah? Thankyou for tagging :)

OMETODOU Y,
I miss you.

I have zilch idea what's got into me of late I keep blogging.

Something, I suppose.

Anyway, this week has drawn to a close yet again and we're all left to our own devices for a short break of four days. Thankfully. [I was beyond (capital-D) Demoralized when our history teacher fell asleep during our presentation.]

After school, Nicole lugged me to Anglican High for a basketball match, her friend (Zhisen) was playing in. With my parents' consent we took a cab there, at Nicole's expense ;) I didn't find it interesting at all for basketball isn't really my thing so I left halfway.

Went to the canteen and got Jinda into trouble with Lee and the other badminton guys. I love the stuff I make up.

I met Sheen-in and Laimay at the entrance, Wenjun who looked rather displeased at seeing me, so many other people who I haven't seen in a long time. I proceeded to Vigi's class, to find lindsey, anzu, xinying, gerald sim all there. (V I WANNA GO OVER AGAIN.) When gerald entered with all the food I started bubblebouncing on the spot, hahas if only you saw the look on his face. I made new friends too :) And everyone was quizzing me on their friends in dunman high I ended up rather confused.

I pounced on minli when I saw her the urge was toooo strong to resist.

Minli's aunt owns the drink stall in the canteen, and minli's mom was there killing time till Min finished guides. She said in dialect that she found me familiar, (vice versa). I then told her I was Minli's friend, hahas I didn't expect her to actually remember me, nevertheless we did a bit of reminiscing before xinying dragged me back up (No wonder, their sec1 classes are on the fourth storey, trouble getting around all the time, eh?). That was before another girl, who was at the drink stall, happened to overhear our conversation and my name, after which she claimed to be my kindergarden classmate, ping shuang. Somehow that name sounded strangely close but I really couldn't remember, thus I feigned that I knew her and more reminiscing.

Stayed till five and went home with vigi and others :)
Gerald sim my fleeturded friend of six
years and counting, what in the name of
rubberbands happened to you.
Blimey.
(hahaha ohmycozzzzz.)

It was good closure, after a most draining week.

<3*

I just wish I were better in my field.

...Like that helps any.

Anyway I've been putting so many people under tremendous pressure with my very, very sudden and awkward breakdowns. Yuzhen.
Take today for example, sorry I'm so inconsiderate and rash, but during my recess I asked Yuzhen out from a lesson, i'm so sorry but there's just no one else-Jy's class is on the 3rd storey I can't possible lug him into a girls toilet anw, and we talked. It was as if the whole world was coming down and I'm ever so thankful, to have a friend.

Cynthia I needed that sweet, heh.
Many thanks, especially to my seniors from 2E :)

I feel in the mood for a Dramafeste story.
A long, long one.
But it's sortof classified as a waste-of-time thing, so some other time.
Bleh.

St John's day today.

Hahas it was uncomfortable waking up early in the morning and having to wear our boots for the whole of today, leaving house to see mabel's dad's car sitting stationary in it's car porch mocking me. Fortunately my father was awesome, as always, *sparkles* to fetch me to school. The school had an air of eerie-ness about it when I reached at 6.45, so dark, so empty, save for all the whole sj corp. Hahah okay it wasn't that scary.

Anyway it was exhausting and every ounce of energy was drained out of me by the sun during flag lowering at 1.45pm. It was fun and I felt bonded with the corp when we did the cheers together, yelling the memorized lines at the top of our voices, stamping our feet in unison, to soak into the feel of such team spirit was a thing to be happy about, after all :)

I should probably make an extra effort to accept and appreciate my cca :)
As well as my class.

Bleh,
I wish I could see more of you :)

<3

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be but it came close. Having slept till my heart's content during the holidays, I still couldn't register the fact that the holidays were over (gah.) thus I've been practically a walking zombie throughout the day, yeah I didn't expect much from that measly five hours, but it's been enjoyable.

We've a new form teacher! Fortunately I didn't feel the loss of Mr Tan T.G as drastically as I thought I would, for Mrs Wong F.M appeals well to us all as both a history teacher, and a form teacher :) Mdm Tan W.C has also left us for the better of retirement with Mr Lu H.L stepping in as our chinese teacher. They seem nice, I do hope so, for I'm never too good when it comes to judging people.

I want to find Descartes, and get rid of him and his invention of linear graphs.

Matthew was so entertaining in class today I cannot sit near him anymore or I won't be able to focus. He was reeling off all the (probably untrue) hilarious stories of his strange encounters in Thailand during STEP. He starts getting really exaggerating and even adds in a few movements of his own, how can you pay attention to a dead lesson about linear graphs when--
Oh yeah, Creshelle you, you manage anyway.

I'm tired and I hate math, it's strange how easily it comes.

Stayed in school till 530 for no particular reason with a few friends, did homework that could be done by hand, send songs via bluetooth, rapping because it was funny to see how we learnt, and the like.

I like all the souvenirs I received very, very much.
Thankyou zhen, mabel and jiahan :)

HECTIC.
And I'm wasting time blogging.
Ah smart.

Gahhhhhhhh.
<3

“sum1 gt inside n mess you up.it eats u out n leaves u cry in darkness.it hurts.nt jz in d imagination.nt jz in mind.it’s a soul-hurt.”

I suppose you don't realise how much your distrust and criticism hurts me. It is the truth but I was hoping you wouldn't rub it in and make it sound more awful than it already was. You were trying to help and I appreciate that.

Tying up the holidays.

I can't, neither do I want, to believe that the holidays are drawing to a close. Even though I've completed all my homework save fo' the CAP file, I won't be getting any headstart till inspiration hits home.

As short as this break appears to be, I've learnt so much. I've been sore, worked up, tired of everything, alone, left with nothing but two(perhaps a couple more if I'm lucky) friends and the little fire of not knowing where my loyalty lies burns ever so strongly in the depths of my heart. Towards what, I shall not divulge, for the lot of you are bound to lapse into a state of bewilderment/anger (towards me).

I've had on a poker face whenever I was upset for as long as I could remember. I don't like looking weak in front of almost everyone who comes to mind. (Funny thing, how I don't mind being vunerable in front of some whilst I've to protect myself from many others). But it’s alright, I have you, I hope. It dawned on me that, I have to be strong and learn to overcome everything, for only I know.

Good luck for that gameshow, do TPS proud, Shuenler :)

So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close...

<3

Nikki:

I will bear a (minor) grudge against you fo' the rest of my life, for not appealing here. We could help each other along the way and I won't be hurt or sore on my own, wanting to have fun but no one's there, just in need of someone to talk to, all the little things that matter. I'm breaking new ground, so are you, we've both gone a step ahead, but I still have you (bff).

six-c'06 always has us :)

Something on a lighter note, if you have time you wish to kill:

We met and nik, has (unfortunately) grown. Shall not elaborate further or I will (again) try dying of cardiac arrest from shock ;) You should catch nancy drew if you suddenly felt hungry for good movies, it's not a bad one, heh. We got carried away with the neoprints at Century square we had to fill our empty stomaches with nanchos which was surprisingly (fortunately) filling. Before proceeding to scout around tm in search fo' an identical necklace/keychain. We decided on something at the shop which 1D's class tee was made. It was put up as one of the display sets I was so astonished (and proud) I was scrutinizing it in a weird way and began telling nik in my showy offy way that it was my class's.

She got pretty amused.

I shall not do anything like that again.

Anyway my dad brought nik home and I'm missing her alrdy!

Fun came in gazillions today :)

///NJNJNJNJNJ

nikkimickeynikelim:

thankyou

:D:D:D

Well! The past few days has been tiring, and the last week, this last week, will be most krizzy. Another project—done, heh. Meeting up with nik (oh joy!) in place of the class gathering :) Silently vowing to finish my xiao wang zi reflections for it’s driving me up the wall. What is left of my holiday is spiraling into oblivion, fabulous.

It’s been hard on your pocket, aye dad, it will do.
It will do, for now ;p

I know after I finish typing everything Jiayi will yell at me to cut so I'm gng to pre-empt her and go ahead with it :)

What a wonderful load of rubbish!
"Out of the earth he came and into the earth he went."
Well, at least I figure it rhymes. I think.
If I send it t some nonsensical children poemshee I'd be commended :)

Inspired by Michelle and repeated by Michelle, it’s (if you know what, hahas) been hanging at the edge of my mouth and I even construct my sentences so that I can include it within. I am made of lame.
But Michelle, I think you're a jolly nice person. Say, why don't we both catch a jet to hongkong and we can buy three inch leather high heeled boots before returning to kick yuneng (his kneeguards and groinguards shouldn't be of much use, then). Yeap.

It’s nice to have someone like you around, E.M.
As much as I feel like leaving you to your (always) wrong opinions of yourself and whatnot, I still have (want) to be there when your plane lands! So I can do the -grunts and lugs you back home-, ceremoniously dump you on your doopstep and be like, you can get jetlag *by yourself*, dude. Not really, considering how much I suddenly desire your (evil) presence in sg ;) that sounds, wrong, but nevermind as long as you get what I mean ;)

{that we know a love so great}




Shermay I luv 6C with everything I ever had (and left) in Temasek but we both know a gathering would be theoratically, impossible. That is so sad my frail heart cannot take anymore of this ha ha ha. Anw I'll try to make time for Jon and you anime freak!

I am currently looking for a repository by which I can dispose of all the stress and unhappiness in the world that has BURST MY BUBBLE, if you’re available.. I’d appreciate it :)

Merci,♥

You're a fine chap.
I was born to love, to love you:
-Chrysler 300C


I think I'm going through a really horrible phase right now. Where I have the strong, strong urge to take a fancy to [almost] everything that catches my eye. Take that watch today for example, blimey I love you dad -hugs-. Suddenly all the bling(s) and things I see on the road is nothing compared to this limelighthiefloorshocker. Since that car's has to go, and you like this.. *sparkles*

I SHOULD STOP.
Ah :-(

Dad, I(together with mom, yi, feng), hope to make tmr a most memorable day speshially for you :) Your birthday we didn't celebrate that well cos' of the exams but we'll make it up to you, you're everything to us we love you dad! :)

IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
IT IS A HIDEOUS CAR.
Who am I trying to kid. I wonder.
You're irresistable baby, you've got to my head and stuck there.

Nevermind I should be locked up and left alone fo'while.

I still--

Awesome I feel it's (one way or another) been a reasonably productive week. Wrapping up pieces of homework left undone, well not all but at least I've got a good headstart, oh well. Meeting dunmanians before school reopens can be so childishly fufilling :) 1D's second class outing is practically the bane of my holiday, I missed the first one with much regret.

Because you live.
-By Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake up call

I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know, what I didn't know.

[Chorus]
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world,
Has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived. I'm alive again
'cause of you, made it through every storm
What is life? What's the use?
If you're killing time

I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who,
Was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly looking in your eyes

Because you live,
I live.

Because you live, there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've always given me
Always..

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world
Has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live.
I live.

His are the only stuff i listen to, now.
McCartney has talent i cannot resist :)

Mabel I'll missya and I hope you have a safe trip to and back from Thailand, have fun too :) Maybe I'll ask Kenneth to let me in your house and ransack your room. Maybe, heh.

If I pull a dime from your ear, why I'd be a cheap conjurer.
hahahahhhr.

Having nothing to do [besides answer every whim of my siblings].
I was drowned in silence.
And silence gave me time to think.
Thoughts that weren't very appealing (hahahhr).
Like how Shermay and I started acting weird and retarded on stage during Temasek idol and luckily everyone had left the hall save for nikki and marcus.
Like how nikki and I picked on a p2 junior and he started scuttling backwards slowly, okay that was mean.
Like how I made an attempt to balance myself on the water cooler area and tumbled onto the floor.
Like how we made marcus drink that disgusting mixture.
Like how ms o selected kenton and I for class committee.
Like how I danced gaily but didn't notice nikki beside me.
Like how my japanese sounded most funny when sheen-in first coached me [it's still weird].
Like how nikki was tying to get to me on grad night but i just wouldn't stop crying, she started becoming restless and helpless before I stopped eventually.
Like how varsha and I ran all over school giving out stuff just to skip lessons.
Like how I asked shafaye everything I didn't know.
Like how much I missed my primary school and the two bests.
See what you did by texting me and calling me jy all over again nikki lim.
(Now i'm dying to go out with you but my homework's in the way.)

'Fanatically missed.
People like: creshelle, vivian, shirlyn, shanshan, clairey, shafaye, nicole, hua yingying, sinyee, charmaine, rachel, natasha and xpesh 1D (cliquesix grah i'm turning savage.) and 6C'06 as well (not that i'm ever going to see you loverlies again). That is just tragic bring me back to school my star.

"I talk of angels and dream of meeting one all the time, but when I met you I was beyond contented because I now have an angel of my own."
<3
dtheway.

nicoleeeeeeee

1D's blog is up!(:

Play in the sunshine,
Rest beneath an oak,
Danceaway.

The holidays are ending soon.

Went to vivian's house today. Together with creshelle we finished up two projects. It's been a most productive day so I'm feeling rather happy at the moment :)

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I spent the whole of yesterday with N.

We practically went around the whole of Orchard.

Walked around aimlessly at Heeren.

Proceeded to Takashimaya/Paragon, more aimless walking. There was a small Vertu showcase in the foyer and boy, $28000 for a phone? Give me a salary raise of 100k and I'll still consider [before deciding I really don't want it.] N, I don't know why you like it so :X

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You yes you have to hear 'bout this. I giggled like some crazy girl the whole afternoon whenever I thought about it.

At paragon when we were going to the toilet, there was this caucasian woman outside. You see, the toilet door was automated and could be opened only with the push of a relatively visible button. But this lady was pawing at the day and trying to push it open, N just went up behind her and pressed the button, when the door opened she jumped back and screamed [it was not that audible tho]. Hahas after we entered another part of the toilet away from her we just broke down. Okay I really cannot take it we shall not speak of it anymore.

Hehe.

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We proceeded to Cineleisure for neoprints before going back to Paragon to meet my folks for lunch. Hahas nicole was silent throughout the whole meal, so it was relatively awkward, we ate in a veryveryvery weird way too. Heh.

Since morning I had been exchanging msgs with Mabel, after lunch I kept probing bout her wherabouts and vice versa it was so hilarious. First she said she was at Lido. N & I, having nothing better to do than to try out what a potential stalker would feel like, went over but claimed that we were at Cineleisure.

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To find that:

She had moved on to Tangs.

What are stalkers for.

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We followed.

And we found mabel and her mother :)

We talked alot and well, it was fun. Mabel you never look horrendous and what you wore that day was cool, reallytrulyreallyreally :)

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We had to go back home, to N's home.

& yes I enjoyed the dinner with your family, your mum is pretty too (:

We took so many pictures till i got really tired.

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Heh. I'm glad I finally know what beatbox is now.

I used to think it was some sort of playing method related to drums.

o.o

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P.S Matthew if you lift even a teeny tiny bit of my sequel I will literally kill you.

With many stars and love,

jy.

Hey keeds NICOLEE here :D

Jiayan is away a the other desk,
heh.

Okay, today was hell fun.
And rtarded.
{ esp that ex-convict guy who thought we were 16 :x }
{ and his friends wanted us to be models but we were too young, i wouldn't accept anyways. }
{ and that ang moh woman who can't open the damn toilet door. HURRRR/ }

&& help me thank your momma and pap fo' lunch!
You have a pretty momma, heh.


Like, whatever.
I loveloveloveeeeeeeeee my baby sweetiepie sweettart.
*hugs*


WE'RE THE KINK'D, YO! <3
-xoxo




This is so kewlzxzxzx you'd run along home and kiss your momma's smelly ass.

back frm shanghai and broken comp.

My only complaint about Singapore is the
weather, I swear.

Candice getta load of this, haha.
The whole thing didn't really go well for me, but i loved my tour group much enough! (: A pity there were too many of us so it was split into two groups, but thankfully we still spent lotsa time together (:

I met a book editor, a journalist, a li wei song lookalike, as well as many many boisterous and very very noisy children from malaysia, but if i must say so, they were relatively adorable. Aye, yunxuan i won't forget you ;D

I've been showered with a tad of goodluck of late. My mum got me the CKIN2U scent, which is absolutely unbelievable, why of course i mean it's the first perfume I ever had to myself. Heh. My aunt paid us a surprise visit back from the US and she got me an LV wallet for my birthday, which is still a long time away, so i guess her memory isn't as good now, but yeah, hahas you could say i feel awfully contented, not to mention satisfied. *sparkles*

This holiday seems to pass at a reasonably quick pace. Well, good. I've not accomplished much so far. But I've finished all my dvds [on to the korean ones! ;D]. I've finished my cheng yu thing, which was, by far the easiest piece of homework I have. I'm through with Good Earth, it left me tearing for awhile at my dining table, now I'm caught between the autobiography and sequel.

For one reason or another I haven't been too happy nowadays. I think this is what the holidays does to me and hopefully that's the prime factor resulting in my moodswings and it is hard. No I don't feel emo or anything along the lines of emo-ness. It's just that, there doesn't seem to be anything worth laughing or smiling about, now.

Replies to tags:
Yingying: Aha i missed you yingying (: Heh, you can know.
Handsome: Pretty interesting how you'd come to raid my blog just to express your dislike of me. Hahas and whatever gave you that absurd thought that I'd delete your tags? I don't really like vball so I most probably won't be giving that a shot, thanksyou for your concern anw. (:
Amanda: It's alright girlfriend (: Thanksyou & love, do take care (:
MingYi: Will relink (:
Minli: Minli, minli, minli. Hahas okay that was veryvery vulgar. I love you very much still ;p But don't forget it was I who K.Oed you :D:D
Shirlyn: Hello, hahas i do hope so (;
Samuel: Hello! Okay. You learnt all that abcdefghijklmnopqrstuff from RI? My. Hahas but still, thanksyou muchly (:
Nikki: Hey there nikki (:
Natasha: Nat (: No it wasn't samuel's fault :X Thankyou for tagging anw girl (:
Rachel: Nah you're the pretty one (: Will relink and don't mention! (:
Beautiful: Now, that wouldn't be any of your business, wouldn't it? (:

///It is only when you're at the pinacle, can you truly have control over others and overcome those that you've once feared, glorifying in this sinful pleasure.

One part hero, three parts fool.

That's the way, lad.
Okay I had one too much of Good Earth I'm beginning to talk like WangLung.
Yikes.

P.S thank you, really, for being there when I needed someone, that secret was nothing huge but I'm glad I had someone to share it with, hey you were there so thank you yet again. You're a star, my star [yay!] (:
I am not talking about a guy so don't be misled (;