gng to shanghai

It lasted only a moment,
But I could feel his heart beat.

Let the sun illuminate the words you
cannot find. Release your inhibitions and
you'll see how much better you've become
as a person. Live your life with arms wide
open, only you can let it in :)

Mr sng's speech wrapped up term two,
it was inspirational as it was beautifully
said. I felt a surge of strong affection for
Dunman at that point of time, to be
frank, I've always loved DH but I never
felt this way for it before.
My GPA wasn't anything close to ideal, as a
matter of fact [it was horrible, I'd appreciate
if you didn't ask about it], now yuzhen, it isn't.
But I'll shall work it out,
no i won't let 'ye bring me down, love<3>

I won't be visiting this blog as frequently, come the June holidays. But I guess there should be stuff worth mentioning still, I'll be up for so much, so much really, during this long break. /Sweetheart, you're killing me.

Class outings which I look forward to, hmph I'll be missing the first one tho, muchly to my disappointaament.
[beach volleyball, hey creshelle!]
A few days for YuNeng & jigsaw puzzle :)
8days for Shanghai.
Let's just put it this way, I'll miss everything that revolved around me everyday, the little things I probably wouldn't have noticed/taken for granted. Well, I will now. I'd be thinking of when I'd see all the majorities [uh?] the two wives, the best, and you.

St John and Yuneng was my afternoon. And the scout for my missing wallet [recovered, thanksyou charmaine, or I'd have lost something more precious than my ez-card;the six dawllers in it;pictures with the bests.] Yuneng and I had lunch at Ghim Moh, xcept for the hawkers, we were the only ppl there so it was remotely interesting, don't you dare question what interest I saw in that. It was simple fare but well, I'd say it was most enjoyable and nothing short of productive.

Why of course, we had to make small talk:
From how prestigious schools derived [why you'd be awestruck by how much Yuneng actly knew about them] ;

To how penghui landed himself in detention, writing vulgarity in his detention slips and as furious the head prefect was, he found it amusing.
I will be loyal to the f***ing school etc.
No wonder. ;

To how he'd draw the line at carrying a girl's handbag [he claims that a man can shoulder any burden in the world for a girl but not pregnancy, period* and her handbag. whatthehey/]
I find it disconcerting and unethical for a guy to be holding a girl's handbag.
?!?!Why? -projects finger- shmikes are you christian?
-Slowwwwlike- No! I guess it's just as private as my pockets, I won't want any girl's hands to be in 'em.
A girl can do without her handbag, you can't do without your trousers. *sparkles*

*kicks* Yuneng should be kicked.

Imma down witha flu.
Your concern and messages touch me ppz [xpeshy you sheunler!] :)
My love fo' you far surpasses the strength [flex, flex] of my immune system. HUR*

Jesus H. Christ I cannot stand myself I'm such a immature fik, two of my awful essays'06 appeared in this year's Expressions. It's like so crap+cheese, yikes, compared to shafaye's composition, ah i wish i could turn the clock back.
*I'm just bad with words, aren't I?

Here's something else.
..All the wit and the delicious irony must have done it.
Parody of LOTR by Jack Black, using footage from the original movie in conjunction with inserted scenes.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rcij35jYnLo

“Yo! Frodo! Eyes up here!”
“Let’s get this bitch to Mount Doom!”

♥ If you'll step up I'll step up too,
I just can't get that song outta my head it's-- awesome.
*fans self*
k I want the step up soundtrack so badly.

SO WE'RE FAMILY.
Yes, we are, we are I cannot be any happier :) Thanksyou for being such marvellous people, mum and dad, you guys are my best friends in the world, sister and brother very seldom, but there are times. We've ties that bond, minds that link, hearts that warm.

SO DISTANT.
But you'll always be close to my heart.
I'll know that you're gone, I'd close up, I won't be as happy, I'll stick to walking, and I'd mind. After all that's said and done, I miss you so.
You remind of endless joy for you're everything to me :)

SO YOU'VE BEEN TOLD.
That you're mesmerizing on the outside and within, and that you truly are a good confidant whom I can trust my secrets with. You go, Yuzhen, PERKACHNG! :) hahas anyway I'm glad to have met you, really. Keep that heart there, sometimes I really don't make sense. Hehh.

THERE YOU WERE,
As merry as can be. Nicole you're absolutely gorgeous as you are well-liked by the people around you :) You can be so nonsensical at times but you're lovely in a way that we can all comprehend. You've got so far, don't let it all fade away.

SO YOU'VE BEEN READING.
Why of course, when does Yuneng ever stop reading. His lit kicks my ass in the back, I've yet to get back at you for that but since you've been so nice all this while, I'll leave it, fo' now. Hehh. Anyway it's Library council's, Brigade's, Raffles players' honour to have you take em' up as a cca :) You're so amusing;amazing I can put you in a museum and ppl will be drawn to you :)

LIFE HAD BETTER BE GOOD TO YOU.
Yingying you're an absolutely great senior I just want to have you know that. You seem so down [almost] all the time I feel helpless when I can't really be of much help. It's not your fault really, it's probably cos you're so nice I feel obliged to cheer you up :) I love you yingying! (:

D'S THE WAY.
Is there a need to xplain? Really it'd be long if i were to put down every stone and word and dime about why my class pwns.
The army's here, pow.

K I just realised that this post is extraordinarily long.
But you shan't mind, no?
-narrows eyes-
au revoir, and have a great day ahead :)

& don't you realise that you're hitting a little too hard and that it's about time you stopped?
You let me on.
When your roof starts talking, it's not gonna be anyone's fault, is it? :)

[Why no I'm not dead I'm just fashionably late. yohoyoho,]

'X}

yayness sian.

Just go.

I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake yeah.
I've been lied to.
Your eyes are ice cold blue,
A mirror of the heart inside of you.

You can't walk back in my life.
You had a chance to be by my side.
I don't need to hear you cry, to know.

Just go.
I gave you my word and I promised to love you.
Go, it's over, you had your chance.
Just go.
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected.
To you to me,
You're already gone.

Jesse McCartney has an amazing voice and he carries every song with such glam it really impresses me.
Kudos to you (:
Ei heit lei y'nk ohm-ai bhlog says:
The pigs have grown fat on our work!
Ei heit lei y'nk ohm-ai bhlog says:
They must be thrown out!
Ei heit lei y'nk ohm-ai bhlog says:
The Laws must be Rewritten!
Ei heit lei y'nk ohm-ai bhlog says:
Napoleon is NOT always right!
Ei heit lei y'nk ohm-ai bhlog says:
Shut Up Squealer!

More than enough.
Thankyou for listening to everything I had to say.
You've by far been one of the better ppl I've ever met.
Not only accademically, but on the whole, as a friend and mentor, in a way.
I'm so sorry I'll be missing your birthday but I promise I'll make it up to you when I'm back (:
My folks will love you, and rmb the other half of that novel you owe me [:
& Yes I do know the cut on the fourth finger on your left hand is not an incision but a laceration(after you told me). Failure. /st john member can't differentiate type of wounds.

Yuneng amuses me :
The ambassador (Takaaki Kojima) talked at length, not because he had a lot to say, but because he spoke very, very slowly.

And very, very gravely.

Not because he stretched his words.

But because.

He had a lot.

Of grave pauses.
hahaha:D
*
Everyday I do the same mundane stuff.
If my memory wasn't dwindling so swiftly, I'd probably be taking light naps in class, occasionally stirring to answer a couple of questions the teachers asks to make it seem as if I was paying attention the whole time.
Ah smart.

Visited the therapist today and got a long-term MC.
TAKE THAT.

ktired.
I do hope all goes well for our LA presentation tmr.
(:

sianed

机会是由自己去争取的,
加油 (:
When people say they have come full circle, they do not mean that they have gone one round around the track. They mean that they have gone on a journey that, when complete, left them on the same place they started.

*Hug.
Oh yeah I need one.
Failure. /never fail.

Homg I love my mother she just bought me 4more korean serials.
AH I FEEL BETTER ALREADY (:
K I know obsessions aren't good for you, but what's one more?

Earth to you kiddos.

booya!

You're a fake.
You're so patronizing it I feel a dart to my chest whenever you're around.
You act as if the world's yours just because he's around.
You pretend to like me.
We both act oblivious and ignorant, like the world's all sunny-lovely;we can pick daffodils and smell sweet roses;it's so perfect kinda thing.
But I guess we both know.
You can be the best in everything, you can have the best guy, you can have the best shoes, the best phone, the best-person-in-the-world-no-make-that-universe award.
Just don't start acting like my best friend because you're not, and you never will be.

A mask as impregnable as a mountain fort.
You can do that.
So can I.

The toilet we decorated was awesome.
We'll outshine the rest, 1D (:

BECAUSE.

WE ARE SUPAH KYOUDAI RABU!
Whatever goes- I've waited for ages; I can wait some more.

homg lvl camp pikchures are outta.

It's not been good, no.

Imma feelingless and selflessselfish.
I don't know how either.
I was like oh this should be enough;it should all be settled and then I told the teacher anw. /failure. See I told you it runs in the family.
Not my biological family where we have same bone marrows and same DNA and the same blood and--, well you get the picture.
But the thing is, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I cross my heart and sky, I'm sorry.

How can you deny me like thaaaat.
This is like. like. like. if you play in my wolf game i would hope for the wolves to kill you/the players to vote you off so i get to write stuff.. with my little brother starring in it.
I AM MADE OF WRONG. ♥
Don't start wondering if it's directed at you cos it won't be. (:

Some part of me wants to dissociate (like ions) from all this for a while.
Like it's an alternate universe where things happen I'm not privy to.
Which it sort of is, only most dreams aren't connected to real life.
When practise makes perfect, luck is not a factor.
But I still rely ever so much on it.

Oh yeah, the level camp pictures are outta.
Pictures of 1D flooded everyelse, anyelse.
Check out the notice boards outside the canteen.
It's time you started noticing the good things.
Okay maybe only part of it is actly nice.
Take wenxin for example! *ahem, that picture was absolutely great (:

P.S You're my anonymous-- star.
First my wallet,
Now my specs.
(:
thankyou so very much.

lvl camp!

D'S THE WAY;
We're hot,
You're not.
So deal with it.

oheaven.

Am I glad to be home.

Frankly I'm not really sure.

This is most insane but I have developed a liking for accomodation in the hall.

If so many ppl, including myself, weren't running temperatures, it would have been great for extension.

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Overall, level camp, contrary to my expectations, was executed according to plan and went pretty well (:

Except that we should have better catering.

It's no wonder we've all slimmed down.

But surprisesurprise, I managed bathing just fine.

Hehe I think you all know why.

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Fencing was awesome (((:

Hurhur I pwned renee 3-1.

Silat made me jump and hop and kick and fly, aw tiring.

Indian dance was confusing.

I am so not meant for ballroom dancing.

Chinese opera was interesting, hahas actly I loved it so very much.

Debate was kickass fun.

I had kink at the discovery centre.

Oh yea, I oso found out it was not impossible to live without tv, but not without adequate sleep.

Fusion Night was awesome, although we got of the wrong foot, it was relatively good in de end.

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Ninety gazillion cheers for 1D,

Hurray hurray,

We were the champions for level camp (((:

Oh yes matthew, there'll only be two winners.

The champions from the top, and the ones from the bottom.

& we fall under the latter.

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I'm sorry sorry srzyy for bringing out the emo side of you all on fusion night, it was no matter, it's okay, it's alright, 1D 1D fight fight fight, you're my addiction ppz.

It was really more of a majorcase of waterworks than anything else.

I cried.

Shafaye cried.

Dajin cried.

Vivian cried.

Creshelle, Matthew and Jianming were on the verge of crying.

I guess we're just so bonded, as said, creshelle and vivian.

Thankyou all for being so supportive, it's normal that we have occasional breakdowns and such but we'll get over it.

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Prrrz we should never be seperated, rmb what happened at the discovery centre, haha it was only ystd, you should rmb kiddos.

Won't want that to happen again huh.

IT WAS SO STUPID.

Dividing us into half and feeding us to a class which didn't really adore our guts.

Anw, valuable lesson learnt.

--Treasure my class boys.

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Speaking of discovery centre.

Little George got violated by Isaac.

He is mentally challenged.

Isaac, that is.

If you haven't been to SDC and have absolutely no idea what's Little George, its a robot, which apparently has been blessed with the gift of speech.

"Are you still a virgin?"

Please ask sensible questions.

"Uh. Anyway, you're so big which part of you is little?"

I am a little eleven year old robot.

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Antlia

Beltrix

Cresmic

DELPHINUS

Enive

Fornax

Gemma

Hydrus

Izare

Jubix

Kezo

Lectra

You've all made this most memorable.

'dearly loved [:

kbye.

blergh

I've still got the Premiership to worry about.

No really sweetheart, ♥

I love this.
Yuneng you've gotta target the soft spot for sympathy.

And you've hit it just about right.

Unlike said, olde friend :)

I'll make this brief cos my head's still spinning after all the algebra.

So that means I'm not in the mood for spewing my guts out.

Some other time k.

Previously I mentioned that I'd want to improve on my science.

5/15 is not an improvement.

And almost every else getting 7.5 doesn't make life any better.

I would rather die by an outdated method than have my parents see that score. I guess that was what pulled my science overall to a low 75%. If only I hadn't screwed up my MCQ.

***

OTOTOU CHAN YOU ON A HIGH = ABSOLUTELY AMUSING.
Ikloveyou homg ah/
And you getto run arnd classrooms.
I wish I could do that in school.
Run into 1D and dance gleefully, glorifying in my rtarded pleasure.
You have lovely teachers; why am I not a guy?

***

Rachel I knew you'd bond over the books.

'Ve been watching the thread with almost maternal fondness.

But ew no way--

I won't do Robert Jordan grace.

SO THICK.

SO MANY.

And my brother doesn't think much of him.

Hahas :)

Okay it's just disturbing.

***

Yn your reasonable score would be what I ASPIRE to get, so don't rub it back in my face.

What did you get. SEVENTY PERCENT?
Also stop talking in code about getting xxx that yyy because it is annoying and I will wring it out of you anw.
Let's all get alteregos and--
Do foot drill.
I love sj.
And you adore brigade.
Um. Go UG.

Never go all puppy eyes prz or your oneesan will die of cardiac arrest from shock.

IMMA NATURAL FORCE TO BE UNLEASHED YO.
-Is elemental.-

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I can sum it up in one sentence.

What no tv? -silence-

I CANNOT LEVEL CAMP.

NO I CANNOT.

Like there's a choice,

***

onmetodousuperman♥
I miss you like crazy ):

***

Arsenal will win the Premiership.

Yes arsenal rachel chia, not Man United (((:

& let's just watch em' thrash the blue chelsea barneys first.

tests SUCK.

ME THINKS ALL TESTS SHOULD BE ABOLISHED///

The subject that I rank low in is Mathematics and history. I'm confident in my formulas and not so confident in my algebra. And it started out so well.. Aye. I am now faced with the pressure of keeping my high marks up and improving my low marks. My LA will not be suitably above-average until I get it to 80% from 67%. Somehow.. My Geography can be improved, as can my Science. My Maths will improve.

I’m in the wrong kind of mood. The mood for typing a nice and enjoyable entry should always be bland or tired but happy. I am currently neither. I feel angry and inferior and misinterpreted by my parents (my mother makes sweeping statements about my low marks all being caused by sheer negligence and she tops it off with such a disappointed sigh it breaks my heart; my father accuses me of not concentrating on subjects I dislike) and helpless, as I always feel when I’m up against authority.
I will, I will try harder.

I’ll carve this onto my head if need be.
My marks had better bloody improve.

Shanisca we'll make the impossible possible,
Right and I'll start by completing my ACC assignment.

mr yeo. as.

I should consider if I want to get myself involved in any all nighters, again.
I just woke up from nine hours of sleep after the movie marathon.
I doubt I'll survive level camp.

I'm so sorry things went wayward.
shanisca-for literally crushing you when I borrowed your shoulder.
rason-for wetting ur hand and killing your ears for two consecutive shows.
yuzhen-thankyou for listening to whatever I had to say.
mister cow-thanks.

Hm first we caught night at the museum followed by national treasure.
I don't mind a second time.

The ring and the maid scared the shitass out of rason and I.
I was screaming like there's no tomorrow whenever the smallest ghost popped out at a most awkward time. Haha as a result he didn't manage to catch any sleep at all. Heh. Oh well but he kept me awake the whole time during the maid. When the show ended and when he finally let go of my hand, I felt like suffocating, over-exhaustion, eh. And I don't wonder why, with such aircons like those in LT3. No don't get me wrong I din mean they were working well.
Shanisca. The loverlygirl flung her hair all over her face, and tried to tell me to ask rason to look. Haha okay but when I turned arnd and saw her I screamed my heart out, seeting almost fell off her chair. Sorry :X

The maid ended 40mins earlier than the prestige so shanisca, yuzhen, rason, toby, matthew and I went to LT1, and we slept.
We stayed for high school musical just because we were too lazy to move to the other theatres.
I found their dance moves really impressive tho. hur.

There’s always conflict between the half of me that wants to stand up and shout that everyone else is wrong and that I will do better and that everything negative is crap anyway and you should shut up and leave me to my own devices, and there’s the stronger half that’s restraining me and telling me to keep it down and stay compliant, like a sheep.
And I shall fall back on the latter.
Just you wait.
I hate being restricted.

Sorry, I guess those nine hours weren't enough to cover for the sleeping time I missed.