tps

We're piling on shiny.

The rockiest bunch of juniors.
In their blazers,
And looking their best.
I wish my PSLE score was as perfect.
Yes, mark-rachel?
kangsheng haha, the nikki one :D
Aw minli you look beautiful, as always :)

YOU PPL PWN :)
DANIEL :)
When there's no one else,
there's always mum and dad.
Hey :D
I've never felt happier :)

Rachel you kinky missus.
Boo just because dunman didn't confirm that dsa of yours initially, doesn't mean you should bail on us and loathe it. Aw but, but, youre awfully fab so, nevermind. You better quit calling me dhfreak or I'll take that gold plaque of yours :D

I miss you all so very much.
nikki, marcus, pamela, zhengyi, minli, varsha, shermay, daniel(lim), sheen, steven, mark, zenia.


Shuen ler, justin, naomi, symone, wenxin, jerome, you all are most promising juniors, I know you all want dunman, and dunman wants you just as much.
So jiayou for ur PSLE darlings :)
Reuben you'd better. Haha.

I was talking to Daniel about that cub scout camp(temasek) he's in charge of.
Okay, the teachers are fine and Daniel has kindly found accomodation for me.
It was awesome, we were planning loads of funk for the p4 scouts.
And I sortof fitted in as a first-aider and as the only girl to be present.
Everything was settled, just a little loose ends here and there.
I casually asked Dan the date of the camp.
TO FIND, to find. That my shanghai trip clashes with it.
Apparently shanghai has blown my cambodia trip with sj, and a temasek scouts camp whr you can watch your inspiring juniors pioneering.
This absolutely made my day.

“sum1 gt inside n mess you up.it eats u out n leaves u cry in darkness.it hurts.nt jz in d imagination.nt jz in mind.it’s a soul-hurt.”- Grace Yeo
Haha Grace good english you've got there, youre unique so bombzway hon :)

Temasek's strong and it keeps you going.
& now, here, it's just different.

boo

I'm glad there's YuNeng.
& nicole :)
Espesh YuNeng, either way, you all matter so very much.

Claire, happy thirteen :)
I love you in our clique with every turd of my soul. You have a shitload of spunk many don't have. You say it's nothing, I say you're something else.
Anyhoo, major klove for you :)

K I'm gonna attend prize giving tmr.
At Temasek, that is.
Ohmypopsicles I'm gonna see all my super kute juniors for the last time and take a gillion picturezx. Yeah and get more money from my school. Haha I once pictured it being a gold mine with money, money and more money to be given to all good scorers every year. Awesome, k I'm feeling nostalgic now.
Boy I missed you people.
A whole truckload full.

Sometimes, people say stuff.
Which they definitely don't expect you to agree on.
But they put it across to you as if you are supposed to agree.
And if do so, they pull a face a mile long and hurl excuses at you.
Pfft.
I should so transport some twenty rubbish bins and make you sleep with'em twenty four seven. D'love that, I reckon.

I d'know why, but it seems like there is always something ruining every little perfect thing I have, or had. For the record, imma an apathetic fool and I don't have much.

SOLITUDE.
I should block that or underline that and make it BIGger somehow.
Or even add sparkles to it.
But I shan't bother, because just knowing is enough.
And although just knowing is enough, it’s cathartic to leak it out of every pore, too.

I should stop being delusional.
k bye.

whorrrrrr :)

OHMYHONOURS :)
Haha I guess syf's kinda got into my head and stayed there.
My english totally keeeels my brain.
I didn't mean that in a good way.

These are ancient, haha.
I just can't get enough of these girls,
Gorgeous on the outside,
Not losing their beauty on the inside :)
It's been gng good for all participating in SYF :) From what I've heard, we've got a gold, a couple of silvers and GWHs. You guys pwn big time :)

YuNeng has been hyperventilating ever since he found out his school's drama got GWH in syf. Altho it's RI's business and none of mine, I'm happy for yn :)
Tmr's NYGH's choir syf, and YuNeng will be present with a present and at present he is thinking of what he should say when he hands (his) beloved Rachel's present to her =p It is so amusing (to krazy ppl like myself) to play with the present like i'm doing presently. hurhur. Major klove<3

That little bugger got me and I'm feeling ever so unhealthily sleep-deprived.
To say I'm beat is an understatement.
Haha but yeah, it just comes like crazy when you get older.

Do you have--
Okay you don't.
You don't know a tad bit about how these common tests, are driving me crazy.

I must go bury my head in my pillow (and books) now.
Hokay bye and have fun at the other blog,
That is if you know whr my other blog is.

yuneng

If you want yn to give you access to his private blog:
1. Who are you.
2. Do you even know yn that well.
3. Hahas bleh you probably won't be getting it anw :X

"One day I’ll pressure myself to death, and convince myself on my deathbed that my parents killed me."
-YuNeng.

Gan YuNeng, I never thought anything could bring you down until I read all you wrote.
Well, youre a great Brigader, librarian, actor, debator and friend.
Bummer if I had that head of yours,
Boy, what would I do with it.
Maybe I could become a rocket scientist.
You think?
Hahas okay that's nasty.

Holy.
Don't pressure yourself to death.
I mean, you'd give Mrs Johnson her kicks if you were to die, wouldn't you?
Backdating to that email where she reprimanded you, I'll do what I told you I would.
Really I will. (Saying it is so much easier)
I can just picture her.
Ugh.

And what is this youre talking about inferiority, that is bullshit.
Sorry :X
Hahas be realistic, it would take you ages to count how many people are inferior to you, but a minute just to know in what situations are you inferior to others.

Hahas altho I don't know who is this Ms Huang you speak of, I do agree with her that you do have a heart of gold, a strong mind and a willing hand.

Oh and don't get me started on ur sec1, sec2 and sec3 juniors :D
I alrdy know of a few that love you to bits.
Guys from RI are steady and composed { hahas ._.

Thankyou for helping me with everything.
I feel I know you better now (:
I hope you'll not reproach yourself anymore.
Be strong, yn! :)

It's past midnight.
Hurhur and way past my bedtime.

overwhelmed.

My life is attacking me from all sides.
My teachers.
My friends.
I guess all I have with me now is solely my family and nicoleee.
I'll take comfort in that.

It's at times like this that other teenagers start believing in God, inflicting pain on themselves intentionally, or ending their miserable lives.
Hahas if I were to throw myself onto a railway track,
I'm sure you'd be first there with a video camera in hand.
You'd probably win an Emmy.
A pity, you won't.
(:

It doesn't matter.
I don't know what to think anymore.
Not that I want to think anyway.

So there,
It's been a bad day.
And a long wait.

NICOLE IS LOVE/

A brush of the fingertips,
An affectionate smile,
Bread,
Milk.

NO NO MORE TWIN.
For I alrdy have NICOLEEE! :)

By george,
Chinese.
But I did try. blergh.
What if i fail.
What if.
Dammit. I think I will-- eat bread.
hahaha for the record,
I won't fail.
On the brighter side of things, at least I finished the paper :)

Claire :)
I didn't do anything :D
It was all you.
Heh so don't thank me anymore okay hon?
You were awesome, cos' you were you :)

DHSSB, we're proud of ya'll :)
You guys did your thang' and I'm sure it was marvellous.
A silver is awesome and youre all brilliant.

I must be losing my sanity.
Nicole and I are gonna switch shoes tmr.
We do stuff without caring if people are there to judge, we do stuff that are completely out of this world and yes you, not even you, can guess why. Now that, is genuine fun.

School's been easygoing these couple of days and yea, I'm managing, I'm happy :) Spending time with my two bests as well as my class can't be more enjoyable. Altho there're times whr I feel like giving up and just throwing it all away. That, is stupid.
There's family.
There's Dunman.
There's Nicole.
There's Creshelle, Vivian, and something else.
Hahas.
Then there's life in me again.
Dunman's the ideal way of life :)

Reborn.

nicoleeeeee(:

It isn't that difficult,
To find fun in you.
I'm glad.

<3



I feel so fortunate to have people like you all with me :)

Absolutely wonderful people like NICOLEEE, CRESHELLE, VIVIAN && so on.

Like the matching keychains, bought at nicole's expense, were love :)
Thankyou muchly, gorgeous.
We had fun today.
We'll have fun tomorrow.

Hokaywokay, gotta stop teh fun alrdy, gonna revise for my hcl :D

Wish me luck,
& I wish you love.
[x] hcl test.
[x] LA results
[x] history results
[x] just people.

& NICOLE :)

sports day.

DUNMAN.
DUNMAN.
DUNMAN.
DUNMAN.
DUNMANISHIGH.

MR SNG! :D

Today is friday the thirteen,

and honestly, I didn't think it'd be good.

Sorry if any of youre sick.

I am too D:

SDJKEHFFFFFFFFF.

I'm sunburnt.

And isn't that just fantastic.

NICOLE :

You made my day after today.

Heh in short you made my beautiful day of 1404 (:

I really appreciated you being there to lend a listening ear.

Youre an angel, (:

SEAN :

I have told you time and again,

Youre a great runner.

I don't know why you did that but it left me utterly shocked.

Don't feel demoralized or anything of that sort cos you've done Dunman proud.

Jiayou! (:

YELING & seniors :

Thankyou for today, take care (:

I had fun :D

STEVEN(cchms) :

SORRY STEVEN.

SAMANTHA(cchms) :

Golly sam you were awesome.

You ran in too many races I forgot. Heh.

Cchms should be proud of you (:

STJOHN :

In times of need,

more like when imma casualty, ugh.

Its you I seek :D

VIVIAN :

Zhikai why did you have to go and kiss her.

My fellow classmates, brace ourselves for more frightening days ahead D:

Hahas vivian you lucky girl.

My umbrella has been with me thru thick and thin.

Aw I love you :)

You all made my day (:

Altho, unfortunately, I'm unsure who was the overall champion..

I think we were fabulous and that was what mattered.

I'm sounding crazy.

Hurhur.

pikchures(:

"They say I've lost my midas touch,
What turns to gold,
Now turns to rust. "
And that is total bull. :)

You'll never walk alone. heh =P

ZOOMED(:

Today was good.

I guess I needed it.

Sy and shell accompanied me home, much to my delight :) Hahas they're absolutely one to a billionzillion fun, I was complaining abt my weird umbrella then shell offered to switch. I really appreciated that thankyou :)

I have a suggestion.

Our school blouse should be black.

Or orange. Hahas okay yikes, horrendous.

IT BLOODY RAINED TODAY AND I THINK YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS TO WHITE BLOUSES THEN.

Ugh, you have no idea how it's like to have several pairs of eyes on you, simply watching, watching.

I will murder my com if it continues lagging.

Why was mio even launched.

It's atrocious.

In courtesy of my tests,

I shall not rant further :)

I'm gone and don't lose your voices tmr guys! :)

You have gotta reek of sunblock to be safe.

imma fanatic.

hey hey dunman fans,

yell it out and rock the stands,

-clap- dunman,

-clapclap- dunman,

all right,

we are sweet we can be beat,

we are the best our team's too cool,

we got the class to rock this school.

D-U-N-M-A-N

Dunman do the best we can :)

(youre supposed to know the rest, heh 8D)

Love,

jiayan.

MIO. -KILLS MIO.-

All for st john.
St john for all.
http://www.straitstimes.com/portal/site/STI/menuitem.c2aef3d65baca16abb31f610a06310a0/?vgnextoid=f832758920e39010VgnVCM1000000a35010aRCRD&vgnextfmt=vgnartid:6a559b3b512b1110VgnVCM100000430a0a0aRCRD Yayeth :D

I have superdeeeeduper love for my family :)
It is the most vvunnerful thing. Most would agree that there are at least three types of human love (tho C.S. Lewis wrote about four, in his book The Four Types of Love) There's love between family members, which is what most experience from their time of birth-you do too, yea? The love and support my family members have given me is something that most cannot give. They accept me, as... me, with all my imperfections and flaws. Hahas like even when I get into one of my horrible moodswings, they just make it better. And that is unconditional love. Even tho they may not express their love in the way I would prefer them to, I know that they care for me (sometimes, even more for me than for themselves) and would want the best for me, tho our ideas of what is best frequently differ.
I love you dad, I love you too mum.
My siblings, occasionally.
And I thank you all, I guess it's sorta awkward to put across so I'll just put it down here :)

The science proj was just the beginning.
Ain't no ordinary feat.
Ain't no feat at all,
To us that is.
RMJC, oh yea?
Yea.

Creshelle;
I'm sorry for leaving you to shoulder everything,
I'm sorry for not being able to be of any help,
I'm sorry for being such a blur head,
And I hope you'll forgive me.

Animal farm makes you wanna start one of ur own.
[x] Miniature Vodkas. D: says:
how fascinating
Words aren't substantial. What is? says:
indeed
[x] Miniature Vodkas. D: says:
im penguin zhen is gorilla and u are cheeken
Words aren't substantial. What is? says:
awesome indeed.
[x] Miniature Vodkas. D: says:
._.
[x] Miniature Vodkas. D: says:
animal farm of our own
Words aren't substantial. What is? says:
it's more of a zoo.

hurhur.

i loved today with you (:

I simply cannot accept this.
The SJ's first overseas trip in 6years.
And I'm gonna miss it cos of another of my alrdy-booked trip.
I'm devastated.
I'm shattered.
I'm empty.
I'm not gonna go to CAMBODIA with my corp.
Right.
Now isn't that just absolutely fantastic.

Eff 'it.